Messed up

Ive really messed up and hurt SJ big time I can see it in her eyes. Im such an idiot and I did it right before she comes down if she even wants to now. I dont know whether she will still want to be with me or not. I dont know what Ill do if she does leave me I dont want to be with out her.

this song says how im feeling right now http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cTVekpR3nOY&feature=autoplay&list=PL605CBF0958D5FEB8&playnext=3

Strong Love

I thought as a nice surprise for SJ I would write a post on how long we have been together so Ive been working out for the past month and Ive done it now in months weeks days hours and minutes
so here it is
Total time:798 days, 18 hours, 48 minutes and 22 seconds Or 2 years, 2 months, 6 days, 18 hours, 48 minutes, 22 seconds
Another way at looking this is in units
114 weeks which can be converted to
19,170 hours which can be converted to
1,150,248 minutes which can be converted to
69,014,902 seconds

And if that doesnt show that our love is strong that we have gone that long wth the distence then I dont know what does
I LOVE YOU SJ AND I ALWAYS WILL XXXXXXXXXXXX
FOREVER AND ALWAYS XXXXXXXXXXXXX

Back to it

Well I havnt written this blog in ages and Ive had alot happen since I did. Firstly I quit college I decided it wasnt for me as I wasnt enjoying the course and I didnt want to be there anymore. Ive been spending alot of time trying to decide what to do in september I really like the idea of an appenticship but if i dont get one Im going to try and do A levels at beminster. Im really excited as ive been offered to represent dorset at nationals in trampolinging. And I have some more new which I just got in an email which is what triggered me to write this blog so you can read it and i can see your reaction Ive been offered the chance to have a place in the squad of the under 18s england side for the euros competion

tell me what you think i love you so so so much xxxxxxxxxxxxx

Boring

My life is so boring i hate having these crutches because it while all my college course are going playing football all over dorset and somerset and gearing up for the summer tour im stuck on crutches not allowed to play. Im really glad i have SJ she makes me so happy and i know she always will. shes the only person ive ever known who really understands everything about me. I so glad i have her by my side because i love her more then i ever thought possible.

Im going to make a blog for my poems and quotes so hopfuly there will be alot of posts on it. Ill add a link when its done and ready to veiw.

Long time

I havnt posted on this blog for too long so ive decided i will get back into it.
Well monday night i really injured my foot and so went to to A&E yesturday when the pain didnt go down.
I had an X-Ray and it turns out ive fractured the body of my fifth metatarsal in my left foot.
I hatebeing on crutches and not being able to play football but im not going to make my self worse.

Me and SJ had abit of a moment last night because of loads of people saying stuff. but we have both decided we are going to just put it behind us and have a fresh start today.
Im going to cambridge in may with stacey and were going to stay in a room with SJ and staceys excited about it. im really looking forward to it to as ill get to spend time with sj and give stacey a good holiday

Back to it

Its been a long time since i wrote this blog and alot has happend since my last post.
Me and my gorgeous fiance broke up because i made a stupid mistake but luckily i was able to
realise it and put it right. Were now back together and im so happy we are. Were seeing each other on friday and im so excited. My sister lost her baby lyra and it has really taken its toll on all the family including SJ who had just got excited about being an aunty.
Well thats it for now post soon