Ive really messed up and hurt SJ big time I can see it in her eyes. Im such an idiot and I did it right before she comes down if she even wants to now. I dont know whether she will still want to be with me or not. I dont know what Ill do if she does leave me I dont want to be with out her.
this song says how im feeling right now http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cTVekpR3nOY&feature=autoplay&list=PL605CBF0958D5FEB8&playnext=3
