It has been so long since ive felt this bad, upset and completely alone. My friends have all stopped speaking to me because im not joining in with the stupid little pointless arguements and im sick of always getting all the blame of them just because i dont take part.
No matter what i do at the moment someone always gets upset or angry at me and its just making me feel like a complete failure/outsider. I have completely neglected SJ today and im really annoyed at myself for it and i really dont deserve her im really lucky she doesnt just dump me because i treat her so badly and im so worried she will find somone better.
I have a 1001 diffrent thoughts running through my head and i need somone to talk them through with but the person i want to talk them through with ive been neglecting all day so proberly wont really want to talk about my problems with me.
I just wish i could get a day where i get everything right and maybe not be such a failure in my self.
Bit of a rant but i had to get it all out of my head.
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